I was taught 15, 16, 17, 18 – I’m sure you were taught that too – so what happens when 18 doesn’t follow 17? What am I pretending I don’t know? I’m pretending that I wasn’t over-the-moon elated that in the Master Key Experience 18 does not follow 17.
I thought it was an answer to prayer when the 17HJ that was sitting in the dashboard of the Master Key wasn’t just some small additional resource material or video and into Week 18 – nope, 18 really doesn’t follow 17 and it’s totally okay. If you’ll remember last post 3 rings, Clowns stage left, and me the daring young Master Keyer on the flying trapeze in my mind … yeah, not a lots of action – graceful or otherwise was going on during the week of – What are you pretending not to know? Have you given yourself permission to have this journey take root, flourish, grow and change you or did you go off into the corner because when some of the cement fell off it landed on your toe refusing the Call to your Hero’s Journey?
I think my bulb has burned out in my inner world idea bulb – it’s gotten awful dark in here – off track – yep, I’m off the Master Key track – and it’s my life, my Definiteness of Purpose, My Journey that I have momentarily abandoned or lost sight of or ran screaming from or some combination of those.
New Habits – they were looking like they were taking root … but no entrenched good habits that I became slave to – Oooo shiny distracted me – the unfocused amazingness of the ability to sit and roll around and around concepts and ideas all the while not grasping the power behind or just off to the edge of all my sitting – what am I pretending not to know?
Where did I leave the path? What am I pretending not to know? I can get back on the path – you can get on the path, we can each become the masters of the thoughts and feelings we have each and every day – what a gift. What a blessing. Recommit to the Grind, the Magnificent Drill – the flashing the cards as part of the Complex Combination for Greater Happiness.
What am I pretending not to know? I love the Gal in the Glass. I love each and every one of you. I can give myself permission to forgive myself for wandering afield and answer the call and get my a$$ in gear and get on with this amazing journey. I’m still standing – I’m putting what I want front and center. I’m better then I’ve ever been. I’m pretending not to know how great it is when I live my dreams.