How are you? How you feeling today? So, how do you feel today? Week 2 in the past I was taught to tell people the truth – if you feel like sh!t own it and tell them – I fill sh!tty. If I felt upset I said I was upset. This course this week last year my ah, ha moment centered around feeling deeply. Feeling enthusiastically – naughty jokes about ogasms and multiple ogasms and all. (did you have at least three today? – I did).
This year what struck me was the conversation about stimulus – response; stimulus – choice – response this discussion I had an epiphany what I feel is my choice, The Law of Dual Thought, but that is in the present with the guardian at the gate on duty. My guardian hasn’t been up to the task – or I am an unskilled operator. The subconscious response that is there at the ready I developed over time creating the habitual known response. This is the decision maker for outcome of a situation – this is the pattern of defeat and self-doubt that negative mind that we can thank our ancestors that kept us alive with there run it’s a stick and may kill us instinct. This is what I am changing through overwhelming repetition and enthusiasm (and several hundred ogasms) This is in Scroll I – “Eventually I will find myself reacting to all situations which confront me as I was commanded in the scrolls to react”; that point when the stimulus – response becomes something of my own design to achieve dreams rather than out run dinosaurs – that moves my focus, and my feelings to my blue-print designed in my world-within.
Where is your focus? How to you feel?
I feel good – I feel truly, deeply, enthusiastically – I love people who develop amazing habits and practice so that when called to perform they rock it! I feels good…
Sophie W commented
I feel good too!!! Whether I’m a good operator/watchman/gate keeper, I feel good right now. Thank you for such an inspired and creative blog – I have a guess about one of your PPNs 😉
I especially enjoyed the black spot video. Why do we notice first what’s stands out, while what stands mostly out is the biggest part?! The White, the Light, the Infinite, the limitless space of Potentiality…
Cheers <3
I replied
I would love to hear your guess at my PPNs – I have two that funnily are the two I initially chose – then I said nope I’ll do that anyway that must not be it I need something that I haven’t felt or focused on – ha, ha nope my PPNs are NEEDS – my life is wrapped up in them tightly the weave through my days (somedays they consume the day – I don’t even notice as it’s just me being me) – take your best shot and share what you think because if I’m doing this right I’ll be manifesting them all – Thank you #KeepFeelingDeeply #FeelGood 🙂